I had a very blessed Christmas this year...

I got to spend one on one time with everyone in my family for the first time this year... Seeing them again made me realize how much I loved having them around. We laughed and enjoyed each others company. I wish my brothers were there to join us tonight. It got me thinking.. Why my brothers and I became strangers and never learned to get along... Why my mom and I never spend time together like we used to... Why we don't have as much family dinners just for the heck of it. I wanted the whole family to be there... My cousins, my uncles, my aunts, my brothers, and the rest of the family. You know people flying over here or the other way around and be together as a WHOLE.

I didn't get to do much as I wanted... I didn't volunteer as much as I wanted to... I didnt see everyone I wanted to... But this Christmas as well as the others in the past is a blessing... <3

so... as you all know by now... There's a fire happening in the OC area... pix of it will be up later LOL it's like fuckin right next to my house too ><

newais here are pix of this afternoon taken within my community...

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 


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